Say what you need to say... even if the person is gone...
on a lighter note... did you hear the dog...
I need a new name for my blog... glozelllovejayleno has got to go... moving on! Time for Change! Yeah!
Take Care... I will blog tomorrow sometime from my Valentines Location....
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GloZell,
It took me three tries to watch your video...I'm sobbing as I write this.
You are one hell of a woman, Ms.G!!! Everyone around you sees it, feels and know it! You are that bright shining light in complete utter darkness.
I hope those words set you free from a lifetime of pain. And I hope you know that you've inspired me to reach deep within myself and to never allow myself to be prisoner of my pain.
You've survived a lot of nightmare memories with laughter and with grace. Your friendship saved me many times-spoken times and unspoken times. I think I speak on behalf of many people when I say "this world would SUCK even more if it weren't for YOU!"
Thanks for the laughter. For the humility and the grace. You are a stunning woman and you still have a LOT of living left to do....
TWO QUOTES THAT REMIND ME OF YOU:
“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”
"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say "I used everything you gave me."-Erma Bombeck
LOVE YOU LADY!
GloZell, I just started to write a few lines for you and now I see it is not necessary anymore. Paria has all written what is to write.
People who get violent in words or actions have not much self-confidence. It is a sign of their helplessness. I think your Dad was overstrained with his family, work and life. Keep all the nice moments with him in your mind. He would be proud of you and probably see in you what he would have liked to be and never could.
Look forward to your date with that nice and male looking man. From what I saw he seems to know what he wants. :-)
Lots of good thoughts and happiness.
Susanne Su
It's so good to see you moving forward. I secretly wondered if you were hanging on to PK just because you met him at the Tonight Show.
Forgiveness means that you are healing from your childhood experiences.
If you need help changing the name of your blog let me know, I can help you do it once you are back in town.
Have a wonderful Valentine's Day, and prepare to be cherished the way you deserve!
GG,
Okay, my turn. First of all Paria's entry was awesome! And YOU, GG,...WOW! The honesty, humanness, compassion, and openness on your part is something I'm not sure I'd be up to doing. But that's YOU, GG, and you demonstrate these qualities daily.
You love your Dad, but his abuse hurt you and your family deeply and the memories linger.
Children don't understand. They blame themselves. You now understand...the physical pain accompanied by his very stressful job was just more than he could handle. And your family, although benefiting monetarily suffered.
And so you're ready to let go of the anger, etc. and make peace with him. Jay helped, your Church helped, your California friends and online friends helped, and this video helped.
Don't doubt your Dad's love for you and your family for a minute. He DID love you!! He could have gotten divorced, quit his job, but he stayed and did all that he could do. Unfortunately at the end of the day there just wasn't much left. You know it.
And you know he would be proud of you now. Quit putting yourself down. You're talented, your beautiful, and you give, give, give! You know it. God knows it. And your Dad knows it.
Have a great Valentine's Day...wherever/whatever. Just have some fun and remember we all love you.
XXOOOXOO,
MD
Paria! My Par Par...
What am I doing?... You can let something hold you back for 30 years or more.... Don't do it... You are young and life is very very short...
Why do I go to Florida without a bag... why don't I take better careof my hair... why does my mother's house get me so upset... rmembering... not remembering... just have to stop the curse of self hate....
or you will spead it... just working through um stuff... and realized.... can't be ordered around by the ghost of my dad... he did a lot of good also... but one never focuse on the good...
Hey... someone tole me that their life was going better when we were praying up on the Mountain and it took a hit when we stopped...
Don't be afraid of real people... even if the judge you right... or wrong... kick you out... what's the point of playing it safe... you will never work through what ya got to work through...
You inspire me Missy...
Take Care Par Par... see ya soon when I fly back to California
LoVe Ya
GloZell
Susann Sus....
you are so funny Nice and MALE LOOKING Guy... what you trying to say ... not all my guys are MALE looking... you crack me up woman!
Thanks for all your kind words .. thanks for jumping on board... your words help alot....
Paria is good with words... her words will make her some great money in the highest form of good...
Thanks SS
LoVe Ya
GloZell
Fightin' Mad Mary!
Wow you can do anything... I do think it's time to give Jay Leno a break... he and NBC have been a good sport... calls are still coming in... " Have they let you back"... Are you still going... Can you get me tickets... From England to Los Angeles...
So I will be looking forward to changing the name of this blog... you are the best... the best Mary!!!!
Having a great time... details later....
LoVE ya
GloZell
MD!
Thanks MD... you sum everything up....
LoVe Ya
GlOZell
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