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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

GloHell... Florida!

Well, Sunday I had a great time at church, and Boyfriends family Holiday party...
Monday I met great people at the airport....

My sister picked me up along with a friend of hers....
Depression hit me.... as I entered my mother's house... ( The house is falling apart and I can't do anything about it... the mold... spiders... ants... termites... clutter... rust... wasps!)

My sister threw away my MICHAEL JACKSON COLLECTION WITH THRILLER JACKET AND BEAT IT JACKET!... moved all of my stuff out of my room and replaced it with hers!....

Went to church with sister Christmas Day.. Felt better for 30 minutes...
Visited family... now I am ready to go back to California...
Can't find my camera... (last time I saw it my sister was looking at the pictures I took)

Darell Jenkins who I did plays with and use to work with at Universal Studios Orlando Fla.... Father had liver cancer... his mother who was his father's caretaker... had a heart attack and died last Monday... then his father died Wednesday the same ... had both funeral the same week...

I tried to think " How can I be depressed when Darell is going through so much"....

I'm just ... I hate myself in Florida... I'm doing my best to work through it...

The only thing that brings me pleasure(besides seeing my family which I did in one day) is blogging... but now I have no camera... can't afford another one... feel like I can't breathe...


My mother is giving me pointers on loosing weight... "Hold in your hips and feel the burn"... "Jump on a trampoline everyday and drink hot water"
DID I MENTION... MY MICHAEL JACKSON COLLECTION HAS BEEN THROWN AWAY!



I have to blog at the Orlando Public Library... Cost me 2 dollars to renew my card sense I had one in 1978... Can only use wifi with a card on the second floor....

I am looking into how much it will cost me to change my ticket to leave today or tomorrow...

If you don't hear from me I have KILLED myself!

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

sorry to hear the trip to FL stinks.

but it's a good thing the MJ stuff is gone, if you ask me.

Anonymous said...

Michael here...

Try not to worry and let it stress you out. You're only going to be there a few more days, then you'll be California bound.

Maybe you should take this time to set your sister straight. It couldn't get any worse.

I'm sure your boyfriend misses you and will help out as much as he can when you return.

Try to have a great New Year and breathe... Deeply.

Observer said...

Boy, this is not the way you wanted it....

All your friends in CA are waiting for you to come "home". I guess the saying is right - you can't go home again. It's never the same, and neither are you.

Do watcha gotta do, then come back. We're waiting for you, Glo.....

Melinda said...

oh dear, I was hoping you'd have a time of renewal and be refreshed when you came back.

Sorry to hear that your FL vaca stinks. How dare your sister throw away your Jacko stuff! I mean, he's a freak now, but I see him as a totaly different person back then? He was the MAN (until Prince came out w/Purple Rain). I can hardly make a connection between the "two Michaels". lol

Anyway, cope as best as you can! Hope you have a safe trip back!

GloZell said...

What...
It's not that I can't live with out the MJ stuff it's the fact that at that time I was into him...

And it's just been thrown out... along with... all my old school notes.. stiker album... things like that...

I didn't go out much and I went to the concert with my mom and her brothers... So...

MJ is not the same... but Florida isn't either... guess you are right... thanks anonymous


GloZell

GloZell said...

Michael...

When you are grown... and go home with out being... something... it get to you... and you are always...10 years old and... you still live like you are....

" GloZell hasn't changed... Why don't you move back and get married and have kids"

There is nothing in Florida for me at this time.. I will alway want to see family... just not as long...

Thanks Michael... It wouldn't be Michael Jackson would it?

GloZell

GloZell said...

Melinda!

If I was able to blog... it would have been a different story... but my camera went missing... I couldn't get to the library...

My sister... mmm mmm mmm....

well most of my pictures are gone but I had to have some of Florida... I bought one anyways knowing that I didn't have the money for a 250 dollar camera...

did it anyways... oh well... small price for sanity...

I didn't realize that I need to keep moving... no matter what... Florida is not option....

Thanks Mel!


GloZell