Blog vs. Network?...

(this morning phone call with Sister)

GloZell--- Hey did mom get to the airport..
DeOnzell --- I couldn't wait to get rid of her...
GloZell--- So you took her and she got on the plane?

DeOnzell--- Don't know , don't care... have a horrible and overly negative weekend.. try not to lett her get in your head... thanks for the Gloria free week... bye I got to get songs ready for church....

GloZell --- yea De... bye...------

This is going to be an interesting week... pray for me... PLEASE... my mother is country she thinks that Denzell should cast me in one of his movies because my name is GloZell...

So imagine what she is going to say to Jay... OMG!

I am so high on her pedestal... my sister is .... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... so I am the end all be all to my mother... no pressure...

So don't be to harsh Jay... My mother is super kind... she just goes nuts when it comes to me cuz I never gave her trouble... aways did what I was told... this California thing was the craziest thing I have done...

so... she thinks she is looking out for me... and doesn't want me to go to a life of crime or prostitution... ( She use to watch way to much Sally Jessie Raphael )

Oh no... I didn't tell my mother that my boyfriend dumped me (Tired of the Jay Leno thing.. I understand... She likes to think some guy is protecting me... HA!....)

and that I have a fantasy relationship with a nice British Man I have never met...
yep... this is going to be a great week....

The Tonight Show with Jay Leno... better be funny! This whole week... cuz that's the only hour out of my day... where I don't talk and it's GloZell time... I had better laugh or I am going to rip this show apart cuz... my mother is going to drive me up a wall 35 miles an hour... ( she drives very slow)
Love Ya!
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My mother wore a luggage tag on her hat because Jay told her she looked like Minnie Pearl..
and she did a poem during the Warm up.. and John was like " That was the strangest thing that I have ever seen on that stage"... the she tried to take the whole swag bag because John didn't give her a gift... which he usually does for the people who go first....( mom was joking?)
I met a cool band from Fresno California!
We had a great time in line!After thes show people ran up to Mom and told her how cute, sweet and funny she was... ( non of which my mother was going for but... okay)
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Tonight Show Biz
The political jokes... very funny Jay... Obama jokes... wow... funny stuff...
oh that the Exstream Sport skit was good!

Robert Downey Jr. is disturbed.... he jokes about stabbing an interviewer in the neck with a rusty needle... not wearing pants is how he and Jay got their jobs... what's the point of an education...

Robert Downey Jr. is talented... and truly the comeback King.... Amazingly funny... but also has an intriguing dark side... interesting interview... Jay didn't know what to say more than once...
either the audience was laughing or going Huh?... ( he is a great guest for a show)

Anna F. from the movie " House Bunny"... covered her little bit of cellulite with her hand awkwardly during the interview... very pretty sexy red dress and black shiny gladiator heels... and she has an amazing body to me...

Toby Keith is sexy, cocky, sexy, great voice, sexy, thick, sexy, I love all his songs, sexy, he is a manly looking man... but his songs are so sweet and personal... I wish men talked like the way Toby lyrics are... wow...
however... on Toby's last note... he crossed his legs like he had to go to the bathroom?

Then during the promos... he crossed his legs the same way... weird Toby!
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After the show I was called in to the Green room for a meeting..

Thought maybe it was something good... cuz... I reported how great the Pages were yesterday...
but no... it was about the fact that the things I say on my blog might come across as harassing...
interesting... you have to go to my blog to get harassed...

not that that's how I want things to be... but...
I kept asking "What in particular are you talking about" The NBC Curse? What I said about Jeff Zucker's (President of NBC) round behind?... Lawd Knows I talked about Conan... is this about anything yesterday...or... last year... what?...

So what I got out of it was only talk about people who are on the show and the people that I meet.... that includes... Jay, John Melendez, the band, any guest... right? They are all in front of the camera... not the producers..., Security guard... ( Harassing?) but I like all the producers... all of them...

If I don't stop harassing who ever I am harassing... then I will be asked not to come back...

See that just doesn't make since... Wolfman can continue?.... but I am harassing... if I have been I have been doing it for two years right? so what's nine more months?...

Just be strait up about it NBC... I understand that this was the polite way to tell me but I don't know who in particular... so be clear or

TAKE IT OUT OF MY NBC/UNIVERSAL MEDIA CHECK!

NBC... if you just think confidently you can be as strong and powerful and obviously I am...
no... why would NBC care what I think... any "media" is good media...

must be a peon of a person... one... one person who has some issues and has probably gotten rid of other talented people who threaten... her... some " B to the ich"

this reminds me of piece of Rev. Jessie Jackson... all jealous of Obama ... so he screws himself trying to get rid of Barack Obama... that's your own people for you...

Glad I'm not running for President... I'm just a piece of singer...

but I can't be fired... HA!

But I don't want it to be a GloZell Vs. anyone... this is crazy... you can't put up with me for 9 months...


Jay is leaving in 9 months... heck... they are all leaving in 9 months...

Oh Jay you might not have been told this but.... your contract isn't being renewed at NBC... I know that you have never missed a day ... never called in sick... but... you are just to good

I thought you should know just in case NBC was vague and told you to take a long vacation in 9 months from now...

They don't want you... or your #1 fan...
I still love NBC no matter what cuz I have had a great time... and learned a lot... tomorrow might be my last day... so NBC let me know... no hard feelings... truly...

If you kick me out then you have to tell me why... and that would be a help to me because I got other things to do...

The people that spoke to me were very professional and kind and tried to explain without saying someone/something in particular so... thanks for your kindness.... I understand this is a weird situation...

I know when Conan takes over the Tonight Show ... I won't watch the Tonight Show... so who ever doesn't like what I say... Don't read what I write...

no one is that important on this blog for anyone to think I am so focused on them ( Except Jay) so don't trip... whoever you are... God Bless you and your troubles... build a bridge and get over me... and those snakes who always fan the flames on thing like this...
let it go... okay...

we can ride out... for 9 months... can't we?
Who ever angers you controls you...